Good luck to those who will take the National Medical Admission Test (NMAT) tomorrow!

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Kayang kaya niyo yan!

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2 years ago

Ayoko nang magpaka-emo. Nasusura na ako peste! Umaasa akong may magandang balita sa tuesday. Please lang Lord ayoko na nang ganito.. nade-depress lang ako lalo. Siguro, kung masyado akong nadadala ng emosyon ko, baka nag suicide na ako. Pero syempre nasa katinuan pa naman ako, hindi ko gagawin ‘yon! O diba, malala? Yikes!

Anyways, it’s our third week in NCMH this week. How time flies so fast. Kung dati, ngarag pa kami sa mga pasyente, ngayon, matatapos na kami (in terms of patients not hours). Tapos kanina ko lang narealize na December na pala next week. Akala ko Christ the King pa lang next Sunday kaya nagtaka ako kanina sa misa bakit about sa Kristo Rey yung sinasabi ng pari, yun pala ngayon pala ‘yon fail.

Dahil bumibilis ang oras, dagdag stress naman ang nangyayari sa buhay ko ngayon. Obligations sa pagiging officer (kanina ko lang naisip nung naliligo ako kaya na-pressure naman ako), duty, application at kung anu-ano pa.

Windang pa rin buhay ko ngayon, di na nag bago. Leche. 


Now I know what it feels to be happy on the outside and sad on the inside. You can never tell if a person is sad based on his/her outer appearance. Ang hirap pala. You act happy, you laugh with everybody but when you’re alone, you think about what bothers you and it makes you sad, again.

TBH, lalong lumalala yung problema ko these days. I don’t know what to do anymore. Parang each day, it gets worse. Iniisip ko na lahat ay isang pagsubok kung gusto ko ba matupad ang aking pangarap o hindi. Pero parang lalong lumiliit yung chance na hindi eh. There are times when I want to cry but I can’t. I have to be strong, I have to be brave enough to face these trials. 

Nai-inspire lang ako sa kdrama na pinapanuod ko kasi it’s about fighting for your dream. There are alot of challenges they’re facing and yet they still fight for what they believe in— their selves. I guess I need to like them, fighting for their dream. HSJFHDSFGA. Good luck na lang saakin.


"People can be great actors. They can totally deceive a person, pretending to be happy but deep inside they’re not."


What I feel.

What I feel.


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